Knowing you could be here with me if I want you to

You could be your own hero in your dreams

Be a lover of yourself

As long as you don’t give up on

keeping your eyes open

See the greens turn into

brown and fall

and

repeat endlessly

You can stand still

in a space your mind believes to see

You just cannot be alone in a space

You just want to know that

we stand still together

See the greens turn into

brown and fall

together

and

repeat endlessly

I love you

You sing bravely in the shower

You cry quietly in the afternoon

You talk loudly on the phone

And I sigh with I love you

Cats are wild and I want to be like them

Someone asked me if I know

my purpose of the life I have.

I wonder if cats can eat and sleep

as they get hungry and sleepy,

then why can’t we?

Why do we always need to know a purpose

so that we can prove what?

I'm not living to prove I lived.

I'm living because I know

what I have now is not forever.

I want no flowers on my grave.

I want more flowers while I can smell them

and watch them die

together, with someone I love.